Wow, okay well here we go my first blog entry....
During the fourth watch of the night Jesus went out to them, walking on the lake. When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. “It’s a ghost,” they said, and cried out in fear. But Jesus immediately said to them: “Take courage! It is I. Don’t be afraid.” “Lord, if it’s you,” Peter replied, “tell me to come to you on the water.” “Come,” he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afriad and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!” Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?” Matt 14:25-31
I like this story, a story of risk, of faith and of walking out when you know the odds are against you. Not that this applies to my life now or anything. It is a time where Jesus is walking out on the water. Can you imagine what that looks like. Walking out on water. That would scare the crap out of me. But the great thing is, Jesus responded immediately. It seems the lesson here is that within storms Jesus comes out and sees us immediately. He does not wait, he does not hesitate, when He knows we are in fear, he comes to our aid immediately. Also what you hear is that it is okay to be afriad. it is okay to be scared and be terrified in fear.
Today I am in fear. Lord I have no idea what to do now. I am scared. But I know that you Lord will help me. You Lord will help. You will come out and now you are walking on water. You are walking on water and I am calling out to you. Oh God I know that I do not what to do. Are you calling me out to come and walk. I think you are, I think the walk will be dangerous, but Lord I am growing impatient. In the middle of this storm I want you to take me out immediately. I don’t know what to do. However, leaning on you I am able to just rest in your arms. Also Lord I know that I am not too far away from your arms. And now I am calling. But Lord help me to have faith. Let me build my so that I do not sink.
Lord, faith is important. It is what going to determin what happens next. Develop my faith, Lord God. I cry out to you as I sink in these waters. Rescue me from this and help me have trust in You.